Journal Entry:
I’m starting to wonder if I’ve crossed a line. Lately, it feels like my entire focus has shifted to the drum machine. I can’t stop messing with it—making beats, tweaking sounds, staying up way too late. It’s become an obsession, and I’ve noticed [Wife’s Name] giving me that look… the one that says, “Really? Again with this?”
I didn’t think much of it at first. It’s just a hobby, right? But now I’m realizing I’ve been checking out, mentally and emotionally. She’s probably feeling second to a piece of gear, which is ridiculous, but I can’t deny it’s been taking all my attention. I love her, and the last thing I want is for her to feel like she’s competing with a machine.
We need to figure this out before it causes more strain between us. It may be time to pull back a bit, and make sure she knows where the beat of my heart begins.
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